For him.

I wish I never met you.
Never fell for you.
Never gave myself to you.
Never waited for you to call.
Never waited for you to text back.
I wish I didn’t miss you.
Didn’t cry for you.
Didn’t still wait around for you.
Didn’t still check up on you.
Didn’t bury myself with work just so I didn’t have time to think about you.
I wish I didn’t try so hard.
I wish I didn’t care anymore.
I wish I never saw that picture of you with her.
I wish somebody would have told me.
I wish somebody fucking warned me.
I hate you.
And I hate myself for letting it happen.